another story to tell

Baptism

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 06:31:51 GMT

I got baptised today. It was an amazing feeling.

Ending Starvation across the world...

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 04:11:26 GMT

Guys, if you have a spare minute please check this link out. Amazon.com/feed

The statistics will shock you as they shocked me. If you can afford it please make a donation or purchase the bag. It's pricey, I know, but just think of the good it will do. There will be one less child who dies from hunger because of you if you help. Even if you dont buy the bag, spread the word. Repost this blog and tell everyone you know. Knowledge is the first step.

I bought a bag and I have never felt better.

Thank you so much. :)

I wonder...

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 05:02:50 GMT

Do we expect too much from life? Do I expect too much from life? Grades, University, Profession. Is their anything else for us [me]? Are [am] we [I] going to be alone through this? Why are we always left wanting... more? Or maybe we do not want more, maybe we just want something different? So routine- get up, get ready, school, drama, homework, sleep... over and over. Yet we do it. Why is that? Im always searching for you. My happiness. I search, I look, I take chances. But you're never there. Im ready? I want you. I need you. Where? Do I expect too much for life? Should we just settle for what we have? Or do we keep searching? I have. You broke my heart over and over and over yet I keep trying. I always will. Routine. Its life and were all living it. Isn't it Ironic?

Been Pondering...

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 02:20:55 GMT

If I told you everything about me right now... Would you date me?

Saturday was fun...

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 06:11:54 GMT

Sometimes life surprises you. It gave me a good surprise today. It seems that we lose friendships over time and we wonder why. People change and they grow apart and maybe its wrong not to keep in contact with everyone. I may not talk to all my friends as often as they deserve, but I truly care about them.

I called you earlier this week after not having talked to you in a while. It was a call I had wanted to make for a while and im glad that I did. :) I had a great time today. Thank you for going to lunch with me and seeing The New World with me. I hope we hang out more in the future.

Why?

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 07:25:51 GMT

Did I do something to offend everyone? Why is it that my supposed friends are ignoring me? Did I suddenly became annoying ir have I always been? It hurts. This entire break has proven something to me that I would rather not have learned. I have no friends. Im all too often taken for granted. Why?

Munich

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 07:20:28 GMT

Go see Munich now! Seriously it is amazing. Its very bloody but its worth it.

..........

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 02:08:22 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal

There used to be an us...

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 06:11:44 GMT

Whats up? Were we ever friends? Do you ever think of calling me of hanging out with me? Am I simply the girl who saw movies with you? I have a lot to offer in a friendship. Maybe you didnt see that. I thought we were pretty good friends. Did you?

The world...

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 03:31:48 GMT

What is this world, our home, coming to?
Are we never going to feel safe? I am devastated. I am scared. I feel hopeless. Tears and prayers do not seem to matter much anymore.

us...

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 04:14:25 GMT

Sugar and Spice. A great combination. They are the perfect balance. Naughty and nice. Balance each other out. Sugar and Spice are the best combination.

job...

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 00:22:21 GMT

I got a job! I am a working girl. I start at boston market on monday!
I GOT A JOB!!
<3 Sara

I am happy...

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 02:32:59 GMT

I am happy with life. Content. At peace. Grateful. Changed. Confident. Ready to face the world. That explains where I am at right now. I am happy. Thats worth so much more than any material thing in the world. My inner peace keeps me sane day by day and I love it.

I MADE ADV. DRAMA!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!

<3 Sara

A good friend and movies....

Sun, 29 May 2005 07:02:34 GMT

I had a great time today with you! Thanks for buying me a shake and sharing your pretzel.

A good friend plus some Coldstones and Star wars plus Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind = A great day!!!!

<3 Sara

honesty...

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:33:20 GMT

You lied to me. I am disappointed in you, I am not mad though just disappointed. I thought I could trust you to always be honest with me but I guess I was wrong. You know who you are, You lied to me to my face and over the phone. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

mi familia y mi fiesta para de cumpleanos...

Mon, 16 May 2005 00:16:34 GMT

My family loves me. I love them. My mom got me victoria's secret scents for my birthday with a cute bag. My dad bought me a set of light pink pearls. The set includes a neclace, earrings and a bracelet. I love him. My bro bought me oceans twelve cause I love Brad Pitt. My extended family (Jen,Nicki etc) gave me a gift card to my favorite place on earth, Barnes and Noble. I love them. To everyone who came to my birthday party, you guys made it special and I love you. I think that my choice in having a party with no planned theme was the best on earth, it was really chill and just plain fun without and fancy stuff. I had a great time. To all who couldn't make it: im sorry you couldnt be there, maybe next year. I am 16 years old tomoroow! Yes! This is going to be a new year with plenty new experiences and lots of new lessons. Im looking forward to it and I have high expections for it. I love you all. Thanks.
p.s. I dont update so much anymore because ive learned my lesson about privacy.
<3 Sara

Arms wide open...naked as we came....

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 03:12:28 GMT

We're all alive in this world together. We share the same road but we walk different paths. Why must we hurt each other, whats the point in spreading a rumor or holding a grudge. I know i've been holding one for a while but I choose to let go. Frou Frou helped me with that.

So let go. Jump in. What you waiting for? Cause theres beauty in the breakdown.

Im done trying to be something that im not. Its not worth the time for me to change for others. This is me, im a little childish but im mature, im happy but im sad, im jealous but im sincere, this is me. I am full of contradictions, and there isnt anything I would change about that. Unless my behavior was hurtful, I dont think I would stop anything about myself. Im flawed, im not perfect and I love that.Its the imperfections and flaws that make people beautiful, that makes me want to jump into the world and see it for what it is. Life.

Well the rain keeps on coming down. It feels like a flood in my head. And that road keeps on calling me, screaming to everything lying ahead.

I want to travel the world, I cant help that. The road calls to me but I dont know where im headed or where it leads. Im gonna find my way home. All these dreams took me so far. Why not see what the world has to offer, take a chance on life and see where it takes you. Its a winding road that we travel (Bonnie Summerville) God put me on this earth, and that road out there beckons me and I know with God's help I wont ever need for anything but the road to take me to new places and to teach me new things. I love to learn.

Don't want you thinking I'm unhappy. What is closer to the truth, Is that if I lived till I was a hundred and two I just dont think I'll ever get over you

I wont ever get over him, I know that he will always have a place in my heart and thats beautiful. My heart may break from time to time but I always come out stronger, some take longer than others. But all I know is that I adored him, but it didnt work. His presence is still there, but its dwindled.

The Garden State soundtrack saved me. Frou Frou and the shins and Bonnie summerville changed my life. Imiss my friends. Matt I love you dearly and we need to hang out.

Attention.... Im in love...

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 04:15:06 GMT

Im in love with Frank Sinatra! Ive just discovered the beauty and wonder of Frank Sinatra... Sigh... Come fly with me.....
I love him...
<3 sara

One horrible day..

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 06:32:56 GMT

I dont know whats wrong with me, its just that I feel so out of it all the time. I feel horrible, I tore apart my room. I ruined my tv and satelite and to top this all off, my hamster is dying! i dont know if that seems like a lot but to me its my world falling apart. Thats like losing your best friend, my hamster doesnt talk but he is my best friend. He is dying and everytime he gasps for another breath, IT BREAKS MY HEART AND MAKES ME CRY EVEN HARDER. OMG. IDk what to do.

My first Dtasc experience...

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 04:48:30 GMT

Dtasc was so interesting, because I was competing. Ive been to it before but never have I performed and it was nervewracking and just scary! I had a great experience though. WE did Othello in pantomime and I played Desdemona and I get killed in the end. Othello chokes me to death and D Anthony actually choked me and I turned red, in round 2 i turned purple. Nothing can explain how I felt when I saw that we made semifinals, I was so proud and ecstatic and when we performed, it was WOW!! My feelings as I saw our group listed for finals were the same but on such a higher scale!!! WE performed and D and I had good chemistry and he did great and I fed off of his energy and gave it my all. Im also proud of Dean and Roger!!! WE were the underdogs and we came through and it felt great to hear everyone tell us how proud they were of us. It was great to hear it from people I admire such as Evan, Marty and Andrea! All in all it was great. I was also extremely proud of our school! The results are...

Heather- 2nd place

Janet- 2nd place

Contemporaries- 1st place... (chasen and Miles)

Breeches- honorable mention

Audition Alex and Andrea- both honorable mention

Pantomime (me, D Anthony, Dean, Roger)- 3rd place!

Sweeps- 4th place

...

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 05:17:30 GMT

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

lyrics...

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 23:51:07 GMT

Its like you're a drug.
Its like you're demon I can't face down.
Its like im stuck Its like im running from you all the time.
And I know I let you have all the power
Its like the only company I seek is misery all around.
Its like you're a leech,
sucking the life from me.
Its like I cant think without you interupting me in my thoughts in my dreams.
You've taken over me. Its like im not me.
Its like im lost. Its like I'm giving up slowely.
Its like you're a ghost thats haunting me. Leave me alone.
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone.
And I know i'll never change my ways if I dont give you up.

Privacy issues...

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 03:44:18 GMT

I think that after the lessons I learned this year im going to start being a little more private with my private issues. I know that when I like someone people can tell but thats only if I really like someone. I can't control that so I am not going to even worry about that but what I can control is how much people find out about my life. I am very tired of how everyone and their mom knows about what happens with me. So from now on what I say on this journal will be a little more private if it's a deep issues such as love and family. I just wanted to say that.

Its sad..

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 03:49:55 GMT

when you dont feel at home in your own home. Thats me right now. I wish my dad would have said yes.

Footloose...

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 22:49:29 GMT

I never thought I would cry so much at company call. Well actually I didnt at company call but when I went up to hug some seniors I started to bawl. It was so sad because I got really close to this one girl who is a senior and I know that when she goes away it will be hard to keep in touch. Overall I just cried and I didnt expect to, it showed just how much drama is a part of my life now. Happier thoughts- I went to the cast party and I had the time of my life, it was so fun. I sat at the dinner table for like and hour just talking and laughing and eating licorice and stuff. I had a great time on the couch cuddling. Afterwards when it was time to go.... um I wont get into that.